i told myself not to be sad anymore but i still can't make it... why those this things always happens to me??? why does it has to be me? does god wanna see me bleed again before they are happy? i tried to make myself happy by acting as if i am happy but i can't.. wad should i do?? is heaven that unreasonable that they wanna see me bleed again than the will stop playing a fool on me? but no matter what.. i still have friends who will accompany me through it like: Siti Amalina and Grace Chew... thanks for making my day a bright one!

school time was not the best time for me... i broke down in class and it made me to dam embarrassed... did not have the mood during humanities,maths and mother tongue lessons... i felt like going back home since i really don't have the mood for the day... but in the end i did not... managed to hang in there till after school...

after school, Chan huei and shanice said that wanted to go watch movie... so OK than... i walk to the bus stop first to wait for them... and they eventually went to take taxi and left us WAITING at the bus stop... saw them board the taxi and just went off! i was like WHAT THE FUCK! never mind lor.. so me and grace went to
tampines alone than... had a lot of fun with her also... although me and her never go watch movie but we have lots lots of fun!!! took a lot of pics and took some neoprints.. hehes!


thats all for today...

i am really speechless towards you already...