looks like heaven is really that cruel! they just don't wanna see me bleed! so i will grant they wish! really feeling dam depressed now man... i am just like a small ant don't know which direction to go to... walking around aimlessly... why must this things happen to me always? and this time i am alone... no one is with me... what can i say? what can i do? is there anything to help? confused now man... don't wanna update anymore...