die la! i need a lot of things for the upcoming ATC!... and i don't have it... what should i do? i am somehow reluctant to go and somehow have the urge to go man... so bored stuck at home whole day.... i just wanna finish packing for ATC and get some rest... very tired this few days man.. tomorrow is hungry ghost festival already... cannot anyhow talk rubbish anymore.. also cant go home late late... or else encounter those "good friends" of us... WA! i cant imagine what will i do man.. will i start screaming like lunatic or i will just treat it as a human?... hahas... i must be mad thinking of all this man... now just concentrate on packing 1/3 of the bag and rest and get on with my art work man... but somehow i don't feel like doing my art lehx... art actually is not the subject that i wanna... but i did bad for my sec2 EOY.. so i got no choice but to accept what the school gave me.. i wanna drop it... art is so dam boring which i don't even like it at all... but will my parents allow me to drop it?? *stare into space and wonder*

what am i to you all this while? what u treated me as?? i am such a fool all this while... leave me alone!