y am i having a feeling tat i am losing hope on my close friends? there is a friend which is angry with me now and i duno wad to do... mayb is due to the thingy! and others play till too overboard le... tats y he is angry... but if he wan me to give up i am willing! but de other ppl is not willing to give up! they say once this thing is writen! cant be changed! wad u wan me to do? take a knife infront of them a point at them tell them to stop playing meh? since u say that there is nothing more to say bout i also have nth more to say about! if u think that there is no use continue this friendship... dan i respect ur decesion... i really have nth to say... jus push all de fault to me k? tats all i have to say!

i am now feeling so lost, can someone guide me back to de road? i jus duno wad to do... he is a gd friend and i jus dun wan to lose him... but he tinks tis and i have nth to say... i will jus stop here.... if ur wan to noe more jus call me... but i wont tell who isit...

i now have make my decesion! i am going back to de last time de me... de new me has make me noe alot of friends but has also give me alot of stress and has make me break down alot... i jus dun wish this anymore... so i am going back to de past me....