ok trust me! i am so dam not prepared for tmr's thing. it's like so happening! in an blink of an eye, i am going to present a skit ON THE STAGE! ok that's so not nice. it's not that i have stage fright! but it's that i am not prepared yet! my gosh! what am i thinking! i am still feeling nervous about it ok! and it's not nice!
what i am afraid of is that i will make a fool of myself in front of THE WHOLE SCHOOL! my god! it's the whole school ok! can you imagine you yourself standing in front of the whole school and screw up the whole thing! and when everyone walks by you and starts to make fun of what you have done wrong!!! ok, i am imagining too much already.
tmr's skit! i am the one starting ok! i really can't imagine it! just imagine me on the stage holding onto the microphone saying "er er er" for the starting! *faints* STOP IIIIITTTTT ok! i am thinking too much already.
just hope for the best that i won't screw up the whole thing! it's so dam feeling stress up now ok! and i have to go school dam early tmr to set up my booth! and practise again with eunice and shereen. my back is still in pain! and it feels like tiny bits of things chewing onto your skin!
ok! i am so gonna sleep now! get my sleep and don't think that much! i will perform well, i will perform well, i will perform well....(repeating and repeating to myself like an idiot)