Thursday-10/1/2008
School wasn't that good for me i guess? nothing much. after school went to parkway with weixin, chanhuei and tingwei. shop around for things. delifrance, mac, popular and headed for home after that.

Friday-11/1/2008
School Per-normal and i was not myself. everyone was asking whats wrong with me. i really wasn't feeling right and i couldn't find my real me. yet when everyone ask me and i told them that i am fine, it's just that i am tired. actually i am not! i can't help it. i told myself to be strong in the morning but i still couldn't make it. what's over is over. let it be. and i am so SORRY to those who have concern about me. I didn't mean to lie to you.

Saturday-12/1/2008
CCA open house. i still wasn't myself. i couldn't help it. but i still managed to make it through. CCA open house was still ok. went to techview after it, had meeting until 3+ throughout the meeting i wasn't concentrating at all. i didn't know what was going on. my mind kept drifting off to the same old topic that haunts me everyday and made me distracted. bus home and slept from 5PM until 12AM. went back to sleep after eating my supper.