Sleepless night for me this few days.. Tossing around on the bed thinking of things, thinking of the past and now. how could i change myself to make myself appear more happy on the outside, at least i don't have to worry that i would appear sad in front of people. feeling so down and stress up this few days and mood changes very fast . Nothing could explain it , best for me now is to be alone and sort out what i am thinking and continue to fake a happy face in front of everybody , which i am doing it now.

I am rotting at home already ! what can i do? my parents don't allow me to work and rather me i to stay at home and rot, but do u think that i would stay at home and rot? maybe i will , lock myself in my own room .
Got back some of my results , i think i did badly for it ? or i just well for it and managed to slipped through the failing marks ? just hope for the best ! looking forward to the upcoming sec2 camp. hoping that it would be fun ! especially during the campfire time , hope that there would be disco just like last year .
Had some boring modules in school , just a waste of time and money ! i would rather save up the money in my edusave and at least i will have enough money for overseas trip with my CCA .

OK! tomorrow's the day , last few months during this date , you pulled me out from my stubborn and foolish period of my life , it is the day which i would not forget it for my whole life , those words that you told me , making me feel that at least i do have a place inside your heart ... making me feel that there is still hope living in this world , you taught me to be strong , standing beside me everyday and night . but now it is all over , i have wake up ! it was all merely a dream. OK? it's over .


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Pam---> oh nevermind :D
Grace---> don't wish to talk about my :D bored till no words could explain