Currently blogging in school now . I don't think that i got the mood , current mood is down now man . thinking back of the past . it brings down my mood a lot , dam lot. but what can i do ? i just have to accept fate. but i can't bring myself to accept it la , i can't bring myself to accept it ! but what can i do ? i just have to force myself through this holidays than . at least it is time for me to take a break ... try to forget some incidents that had happened this year .. those time we spent together.. maybe i need a brain wash or something ? it always makes me feels so sad whenever i think of it ... but trust me , i can act as if i am happy infront of everyone else whenever i am down or sad .. so don't need to worry about me . i just need time to relax myself . trust me . sad la