went to school as usual today...

shanice came to look for me during PE time today... she asked me how!? cause riadi is angry with her... haiz.. couples are always like this.. worry for this and that for no reasons.. went back to class after recess and my mood seems to have change... never mind.. at least i did made it through.. went for Chinese class and had the test.. somehow find it easy but kinda got one feeling that i will fail it..

stand outside the MT room for don't know how long and accompany xiang2 home... went to jia en house. played audition!. i am so noob! my fingers cant go fast la!... but never mind, beginners are always like this one... :D went back to school and accompany the sec2s to the heritage trail.. kinda boring but fun la... home sweet home after that!.

can i just let all this come to a end? just a end! once and for all! if this just can come to a end, no more heart broken for me, no more tear drops for me, everything that was not me would all come to a stop! i would than happily continue with my own life!... don't have to worry about this and that anymore... i maybe smiling everyday but i am bleeding deep inside everyday... can i just return to the past and delete it off? at least i won't have to be so sad... no more depressed stress for me.. everything would than truly come to an end... everytime i remember you, it just hurts a lot on the inside out... god bless.. bless that i will turn my care for you to the hatred for you... the more i hate you, the more i bleed and feel upset... i will just let nature take it's course... i am still praying, hoping and most of all! WAITING!

Happy Birthday To Tan Ting Wei!