i am really pissed off today with myself ok!? i also don't know why... i also don't wanna care about it anymore. since it is over already...
am i such an asshole that everyone hates?
when i see one of my friend.. his expression was like very pissed off seeing me... and to him is like seeing me is very bad luck for him... when ever i see him, he would also give me one same face... took the same bus and went home with him today... i just kept quiet there... if it was last time, he would come up to me and ask me alot of things... but not this time round. am i really such a friend that u can hate until the core???
how i wish me and him was like last time, always together, even if we fight or what so ever, we will still be fine the next day... and fool around with each other... i don't know la. and i
i will relieve out the feeling with the blood i shed