i am so dissappointed la k? stress from everywhere is coming towards me!! i dont think i can just go on anymore alrd...

i am so happy with yesterday's parade... but after the CIP, han teck ask us to go techview cuz he got things to talk to us... he said that juniors complain that we bully them... but i noe that it is me la... cuz when he said that he was looking at me all the way lor!!! i guess the sec2s just doesn't like me la... so i see how first la... if i still receive negative comments on me... maybe i will give up NP and concentrate more on my studies la... i trained so hard just to get to sergent and now i receive all this kind of comments...
i really very dissappointed in myself alrd la... am i really that no good or not fit to bcome a NCO???

really very sad... i dont wish to blog anymore...