to readers : thx for reading my blog and rmb to tag b4 leaving... my tag board is almost dead! hehes..

just not myself this few days... i wish tat i could say it out but i am also not sure wad it is hanging inside me, it makes me feel so moody, sad, no mood to tok at all... but when i am with my friends, i dun feel this way at all, i can feel that it is kinda like disappearing away, and makes me high and go mad with them, makes me feel very happy... but when i am alone, the feelings come back again... felt so hopeless... wad can i do? i cannot be so selfish that i go home late and ask my friend to accompany me home, and they will have to go home late, cant rite?! sometimes i really want to be with my friends more dan with my family... my friends understand me more... i just dont noe how to explain but i just wish that i am with friends more, they make me happy like a lark... thats wad i can say....