sch was ok today. nth much to say. went home alone, did not like that, cuz i have suicide tot flowing through my head again! sobx sobx! wish that i could stop that lor... i felt like crying but i cant cry out.. wanted to cut, but i promise friends that i will not cut... so cant do that. went to sleep for a few hrs, now feeling better... dont noe y i wan to cry also... stop here liao..