sometimes i wonder how long can i last with a smile on my face without being happy??? i just want to cut! but i promise some of my gans(buddy,da jie, hamtie) that i will not cut. but i just duno how long can i bear with it? can someone just take a knife and stab me to death? or can i just walk towards a busy traffic and get myself knocked down and departure into the other world? he has been quite good to me and i am just so cold towards him... i have things troubling me and i just did not tell anyone and kept it all inside my heart. i just want to be alone sometimes and let me cool down before i can do anything.

went to mac and waited for cass today, she told me that she will come in 10 mins in de end she come in 13mins! wahahas. late. nvm la. always she waited for me. today i wait for her also nvm de. hahas. dun wan to update le la.. just dont have the mood to update anymore.

BUDDY! u promise not to put my pic without my perimisson. ok lor. u good, ok?

why i am so fustarted to close friends? promise is a promise... suan le. from today onwards. i will do my way.

i will learn from ppl, choose friends liao. i dun care. i will choose to my own taste and liking.

SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS!!!! I WILL RETURN TO MY OLDSELF!