today woke up so early lor! 12 plus leh... haiz.. nth to say bout today.guys! can u all please stop asking me and her to be 2gether ma??? i and her no ending the.. so stop persuading me or asking me to stead with her... so is willing to give me up le. but ur keep on ask her to wait! of cuz she cant give up la... and people out there plz stop controling my life! if this time whoeva trys to control my life! i will rebel against u. i noe ur worry bout me. but i also need some air to breath, my family is alrd sqeeuzing me like hell arld! so plz stop all this! i will go mad one day. so guys plz stop controling me! but wad i promise da jie and grace, i wont cut myself, i am sorry, i cant do it! but i will try to stop.. i noe u 2 are being gd and worryin bout me. but how can i be not stress if people ard me keeps on like this. so people plz give me some space so spread myself. thx!

to the girl: plz give me up. dun keep on get stress bcuz of me. k? we still get remain as best of friends but give me up, ppl out there is asking me to accept u, and i cant... so plz! GIVE ME UP!

to da jie and grace: i will try to stop cuting myself k? i cant 100% promise u but i will try. plz!


TO MEI HSING!: when are u free? i dun think i can hold it any longer le. i scared i will break down agian. when u free? update me asap! thx...